Satellite
We are tied by more than one
You’re the strength that keeps me moving on
When pain seems to reach my way
You always find the perfect thing to say
You and I are so alike
I spin around you like a satellite
Your the one who keeps me in my place
You put that smile on my face
Yet still you think it’s nothing new
But I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you
Saturday, May 15, 2010
A Survey
Hey! Sorry for not posting yesterday, out of forgetting (OK I didn't, I was on a date) I am posting a strange survey I took.
Hello, your name is?
Rachel, Ragoo (yeah my dad calls me a pasta sauce...), Rachie, Rachelle, Raquel
That's a lovely name, how old are you?
yeah great name..., won't say my age
Who last texted you?
My BFF Emily
What did it say?
"Yeah that's what my mom said when I told her we are going to tell someone tomorrow"
Last four people you hugged?
Conor (BF), Emily (BFF), Nidjie (BFF), and maybe my mom...
What did you say back to your last text?
"Yep" (yeah very interesting...)
Why isn't the number 11 pronounced onety one?
Because it wanted to be cool
Is tiger woods new name cheetah woods now?
The next round of Cheetah Girl's "Old Guys Who Get Away With Cheeting"
Last person you went to the mall with?
Conor
What is the most stupidest question you have been asked?
Wow there is a lot, but the funniest one was when someone asked me if me and my BFF Emily were a lesbian couple especially when it was coming from the guy I liked at the time.
Who called you last?
Conor
Would you rather have your nose or tounge pierced?
Nose
How long have you had your current cell phone?
IDK
If your friend smelled literally like shit, would you tell them?
Probably or maybe I would just pass out... no I would just pass out
What do you mainly want right now, that would just make your week?
my week has already been made
How many kids do you want?
I don't want any
Can fat people go skinny-dipping?
Yeah, anyone can go skinny dipping
At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?
Depends, if it's Conor he can have it, if it's Emily we'll share one and I get the other.
Why do doctors leave the room when you change?
Because it's uncomfortable to strip in front of them, though they see you naked no matter what...
What are you doing at the moment?
Answering these questions
The last thing you drank, was?
Water
Do you check your texts right away when you receive them?
No not really
Were you involved in something you'll never forget?
Yeah, but aren't we all?
Was 2009 a good year?
It was OK
Do you think 2010 will top 2009?
So far it has been
What did you last cry over?
Stress, I am always so stressed
What's the last mistake you made?
Freaked out yesterday when ordering Thai food (though it was sort of funny)
Who's bed other than your own did you last sleep in?
Probably the one at my Grandma's house
Who hates you?
What a negative question, and I don't know
Who do you hate?
I try not to hate, It's a waste of time and energy
What did you do last night?
Cuddled with my boyfriend as we watched TV
What's the last show you watched?
Medium
How tall are you?
5'2''
Gone streaking?
no
What is your favorite thing that is green?
That's for me to know and you to never find out
Anything in your mouth?
My teeth, my tongue...
Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
no
Were you mad when you woke up this morning?
Nope, I was happy
Would you rather date someone with an English accent or an Irish accent?
Considering I already have a boyfriend who has neither accent I would choose neither
Where will you be spending New years?
IDK
Who was the first person you talked to today?
My mom
Do you want to see somebody right now?
Yeah
Are you tired?
A little
What are you really waiting for?
I owuld rather live in the moment then seek the future
Do your lips get chapped often?
Yep
Is it cute when your significant other kisses your forehead?
I wouldn't know
Do you like to cuddle?
Yes
Who do you have texts from in your inbox?
Emily and DOT
Is the person you last texted single?
Yes
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Yep
Where would I have found you last night at 11pm?
In bed asleep
Has your name been in someones status lately?
No
Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
my cat
Hello, your name is?
Rachel, Ragoo (yeah my dad calls me a pasta sauce...), Rachie, Rachelle, Raquel
That's a lovely name, how old are you?
yeah great name..., won't say my age
Who last texted you?
My BFF Emily
What did it say?
"Yeah that's what my mom said when I told her we are going to tell someone tomorrow"
Last four people you hugged?
Conor (BF), Emily (BFF), Nidjie (BFF), and maybe my mom...
What did you say back to your last text?
"Yep" (yeah very interesting...)
Why isn't the number 11 pronounced onety one?
Because it wanted to be cool
Is tiger woods new name cheetah woods now?
The next round of Cheetah Girl's "Old Guys Who Get Away With Cheeting"
Last person you went to the mall with?
Conor
What is the most stupidest question you have been asked?
Wow there is a lot, but the funniest one was when someone asked me if me and my BFF Emily were a lesbian couple especially when it was coming from the guy I liked at the time.
Who called you last?
Conor
Would you rather have your nose or tounge pierced?
Nose
How long have you had your current cell phone?
IDK
If your friend smelled literally like shit, would you tell them?
Probably or maybe I would just pass out... no I would just pass out
What do you mainly want right now, that would just make your week?
my week has already been made
How many kids do you want?
I don't want any
Can fat people go skinny-dipping?
Yeah, anyone can go skinny dipping
At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?
Depends, if it's Conor he can have it, if it's Emily we'll share one and I get the other.
Why do doctors leave the room when you change?
Because it's uncomfortable to strip in front of them, though they see you naked no matter what...
What are you doing at the moment?
Answering these questions
The last thing you drank, was?
Water
Do you check your texts right away when you receive them?
No not really
Were you involved in something you'll never forget?
Yeah, but aren't we all?
Was 2009 a good year?
It was OK
Do you think 2010 will top 2009?
So far it has been
What did you last cry over?
Stress, I am always so stressed
What's the last mistake you made?
Freaked out yesterday when ordering Thai food (though it was sort of funny)
Who's bed other than your own did you last sleep in?
Probably the one at my Grandma's house
Who hates you?
What a negative question, and I don't know
Who do you hate?
I try not to hate, It's a waste of time and energy
What did you do last night?
Cuddled with my boyfriend as we watched TV
What's the last show you watched?
Medium
How tall are you?
5'2''
Gone streaking?
no
What is your favorite thing that is green?
That's for me to know and you to never find out
Anything in your mouth?
My teeth, my tongue...
Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
no
Were you mad when you woke up this morning?
Nope, I was happy
Would you rather date someone with an English accent or an Irish accent?
Considering I already have a boyfriend who has neither accent I would choose neither
Where will you be spending New years?
IDK
Who was the first person you talked to today?
My mom
Do you want to see somebody right now?
Yeah
Are you tired?
A little
What are you really waiting for?
I owuld rather live in the moment then seek the future
Do your lips get chapped often?
Yep
Is it cute when your significant other kisses your forehead?
I wouldn't know
Do you like to cuddle?
Yes
Who do you have texts from in your inbox?
Emily and DOT
Is the person you last texted single?
Yes
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Yep
Where would I have found you last night at 11pm?
In bed asleep
Has your name been in someones status lately?
No
Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
my cat
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Thank You
Hey, so I haven't posted stuff for a while. (Not that anybody actually looks at this) Still, I've decided that instead of posting another chapter of All I Ever Wanted (and maybe I still will if you guys want it.) That I will post poetry. I've become obsessed with it lately so each day I will post a new poem.
Here's the first one dedicated to all my friends (past, present, and future):
Thank You by Rachel Haggard
Thank you, for being there
Proving that a friend is always there
Thank you, for being my rock
Proving that friends just don’t give up
Thank you, for being my air
Giving me substance and all that care
Thank you, for being my fire
My fuel and giving me real desire
Thank you, for sharing your loving
Giving me power and strength and the will to never give up
Thank you, for being you
And letting your true self shine through
Thank you, for all you have done
Being a real friend and holding me up
Thank you, for making me laugh
Putting a Band-Aid on all of my cracks
Thank you, for making me feel like I am worth it
And don’t worry I’ll never forget it
Thank you, for all of my smiles
Even if the process took a while
Thank you, for picking up the pieces
After people had destroyed me
Thank you, for sticking by me
Even if in the process you were hurt too
Thank you, for being my friend
Staying loyal and sticking by me in the end
Yes thank you
Because without your friendship
I don’t know what else I would do
Here's the first one dedicated to all my friends (past, present, and future):
Thank You by Rachel Haggard
Thank you, for being there
Proving that a friend is always there
Thank you, for being my rock
Proving that friends just don’t give up
Thank you, for being my air
Giving me substance and all that care
Thank you, for being my fire
My fuel and giving me real desire
Thank you, for sharing your loving
Giving me power and strength and the will to never give up
Thank you, for being you
And letting your true self shine through
Thank you, for all you have done
Being a real friend and holding me up
Thank you, for making me laugh
Putting a Band-Aid on all of my cracks
Thank you, for making me feel like I am worth it
And don’t worry I’ll never forget it
Thank you, for all of my smiles
Even if the process took a while
Thank you, for picking up the pieces
After people had destroyed me
Thank you, for sticking by me
Even if in the process you were hurt too
Thank you, for being my friend
Staying loyal and sticking by me in the end
Yes thank you
Because without your friendship
I don’t know what else I would do
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Chapter 1
Chapter 1
Loud music pulsed through the tall red colonial style house. It was two AM on a Monday morning; I was just leaving yet another of my friend Stephanie’s amazing parties. Yep her parents were out of town again.
I was always jealous of how lucky she was in that huge house of hers, she was an only child like me, but her parents seemed to never be there. Both had demanding jobs. My parents weren’t like that, my mom believed in tradition, that the woman should stay home and take care of the kids or in this case kid.
I guess I shouldn’t complain, I mean my life was perfect. And everyone knew it.
“You ok babe?” asked Jake, my boyfriend of three years
He was ‘someone’ I would have chosen out for myself if you were able to create the perfect guy; cute, funny, loving, and of course a great kisser. The whole package really.
“Yeah, just thinking, you know?” I asked as I turned toward him
“You think way too much Trace,” he said calling me by my nickname I had since pre k. I had gotten used to the simple name once given to me by teachers, but now used by only my friends.
“Yeah I guess I do it’s just when I’m tired my brain can never shut up. You know?” I asked again staring intently at him wondering if he could really understand me on the same level as this one.
“Not really, I mean when I’m tired, I’m tired, that’s it. Plain and simple.” He stated leaning down to kiss me.
Ahh his kisses so pure and sweet when they wanted to be and so hot and raw at other times. I accepted greedily as our lips joined. Jake and I had gone from kissing to sex and everything in between. I wasn’t a girl to shy away from PDA, so I wasn’t surprised when Lucy cleared her throat behind us.
“Excuse me you two love birds are blocking the way out,” she said. To be honest Lucy wasn’t my favorite person she tried too hard to be me. Matching me in style; my usual sweats and UGGS and at other times my mini skirt or super short shorts. I had a lean body but Lucy was a size bigger than me and just didn’t fit either style perfectly. She also wore her bleached hair in similar hair styles to my natural blonde hair; you see I was a real blonde not a fake like most girls you see these days. There’s nothing better than a real blonde.
I turned to her and forced a smile, “there is another way out,” I told her.
Lucy nodded in defeat and walked away, I could sense she wanted to fight back, but that would ruin whatever little popularity she had at all. No one wants to be the bottom of the food chain with the nerds, geeks, and freaks.
“We really should go,” Jake said glancing down at his expensive watch.
“Why?” I asked I knew Stephanie didn’t mind Jake and me kissing. She had gone to sleep hours ago that was usually how it was at her parties. As soon as the clock reached twelve she was out like a light.
“I need to sleep. Coach says I’ve been off my game lately.” He answered shifting his hand through his bronze hair. He only looked cuter if that were even possible.
“Oh.” I pouted; Coach Meyers seemed to get between Jake and me a lot lately.
“I know it’s not your fault I tried to tell him,” Jake said guessing that I was upset that once again I was blamed for his poor performance. I was always blamed for his poor performance as if the fact that even though he had school and work to deal with couldn’t be the cause of his usual exhaustion.
“No, I understand,” I said though that was just a lie. I lived my own life not anyone else’s so I couldn’t quite understand why Jake took so much crap from Coach Meyers it just made zero sense to me. Every time I asked, he would mutter scholarship as if it was the only possible answer.
“It’s just until the finals then I’m all yours,” he promised wrapping his strong arms around my slender waist. I tried to let his body comfort me but the words hit me like sharp glass. And I couldn’t help but make it worse for myself by twisting these shards until my beautiful body was covered in slices.
“What do you mean?” I asked, twisting the shards
“Well my dad got involved as well, he’s worried that by spending time with you will cause me to lose my scholarship,” he said.
“Oh.” I mumbled, again what about school and his job? Was I really such a big part of his life that school and his job at Hot Digedy Dogg! A small hot dog chain at the mall, didn’t matter at all.
“So I guess you’ll be going solo for a while,” he said.
“But I’ll see you in school right?” I asked, surely it wasn’t bad for him to spend time with me during school right?
“Of course!” he said smiling his arms tightening around my waist
“And the dance?” I asked
“I’m not sure,” he said leaning into my neck, hiding his angel face from my view.
I frowned, this wasn’t just any dance this was the dance in which our school’s homecoming queen and king would be announced. He couldn’t miss it.
“Look I’m sorry Tracy it’s over my head, ok?” he asked
I nodded swallowing my ‘no it’s not ok!’ and the rest of my female teenage hormones beating him to a pulp. I figured beating him up wasn’t going to help either of us in this situation, I would just need to stay calm. Biting back another snide comment and pasting on a smile.
“Let’s go, it’s getting cold,” he said slipping my hand into his larger one. I held on tight never wanting to let him go.
We walked to his car in silence just as we sat in silence as his Mercedes speeded down the road.
I heard his lips open and close as he tried to start a conversation but then gave up either because he knew I wouldn’t respond or because he didn’t have anything to say to me. Giving up he turned on the radio filling it with Beatle’s music.
“See you later.” He said stopping outside my house
“No goodnight kiss?” I asked although I was aware the night was a distant past and that it was becoming morning.
“Not tonight.” He said glaring out his windshield both hands at two and ten on his steering wheel. His eyes didn’t meet mine.
As soon as I got out he drove away nearly leaving the passenger door open, but it hit the rock wall and slammed shut.
I watched him drive away with a dent on his door, I’m sure his father would blame that on me too.
I flinched as I noticed the rock wall dent his car, surely I would be blamed for that too. I groaned as I headed inside my mind still awake as I slowly and tiredly walked up the long staircase to the second floor then fell unto my bed not even removing my clothes as I fell asleep.
Loud music pulsed through the tall red colonial style house. It was two AM on a Monday morning; I was just leaving yet another of my friend Stephanie’s amazing parties. Yep her parents were out of town again.
I was always jealous of how lucky she was in that huge house of hers, she was an only child like me, but her parents seemed to never be there. Both had demanding jobs. My parents weren’t like that, my mom believed in tradition, that the woman should stay home and take care of the kids or in this case kid.
I guess I shouldn’t complain, I mean my life was perfect. And everyone knew it.
“You ok babe?” asked Jake, my boyfriend of three years
He was ‘someone’ I would have chosen out for myself if you were able to create the perfect guy; cute, funny, loving, and of course a great kisser. The whole package really.
“Yeah, just thinking, you know?” I asked as I turned toward him
“You think way too much Trace,” he said calling me by my nickname I had since pre k. I had gotten used to the simple name once given to me by teachers, but now used by only my friends.
“Yeah I guess I do it’s just when I’m tired my brain can never shut up. You know?” I asked again staring intently at him wondering if he could really understand me on the same level as this one.
“Not really, I mean when I’m tired, I’m tired, that’s it. Plain and simple.” He stated leaning down to kiss me.
Ahh his kisses so pure and sweet when they wanted to be and so hot and raw at other times. I accepted greedily as our lips joined. Jake and I had gone from kissing to sex and everything in between. I wasn’t a girl to shy away from PDA, so I wasn’t surprised when Lucy cleared her throat behind us.
“Excuse me you two love birds are blocking the way out,” she said. To be honest Lucy wasn’t my favorite person she tried too hard to be me. Matching me in style; my usual sweats and UGGS and at other times my mini skirt or super short shorts. I had a lean body but Lucy was a size bigger than me and just didn’t fit either style perfectly. She also wore her bleached hair in similar hair styles to my natural blonde hair; you see I was a real blonde not a fake like most girls you see these days. There’s nothing better than a real blonde.
I turned to her and forced a smile, “there is another way out,” I told her.
Lucy nodded in defeat and walked away, I could sense she wanted to fight back, but that would ruin whatever little popularity she had at all. No one wants to be the bottom of the food chain with the nerds, geeks, and freaks.
“We really should go,” Jake said glancing down at his expensive watch.
“Why?” I asked I knew Stephanie didn’t mind Jake and me kissing. She had gone to sleep hours ago that was usually how it was at her parties. As soon as the clock reached twelve she was out like a light.
“I need to sleep. Coach says I’ve been off my game lately.” He answered shifting his hand through his bronze hair. He only looked cuter if that were even possible.
“Oh.” I pouted; Coach Meyers seemed to get between Jake and me a lot lately.
“I know it’s not your fault I tried to tell him,” Jake said guessing that I was upset that once again I was blamed for his poor performance. I was always blamed for his poor performance as if the fact that even though he had school and work to deal with couldn’t be the cause of his usual exhaustion.
“No, I understand,” I said though that was just a lie. I lived my own life not anyone else’s so I couldn’t quite understand why Jake took so much crap from Coach Meyers it just made zero sense to me. Every time I asked, he would mutter scholarship as if it was the only possible answer.
“It’s just until the finals then I’m all yours,” he promised wrapping his strong arms around my slender waist. I tried to let his body comfort me but the words hit me like sharp glass. And I couldn’t help but make it worse for myself by twisting these shards until my beautiful body was covered in slices.
“What do you mean?” I asked, twisting the shards
“Well my dad got involved as well, he’s worried that by spending time with you will cause me to lose my scholarship,” he said.
“Oh.” I mumbled, again what about school and his job? Was I really such a big part of his life that school and his job at Hot Digedy Dogg! A small hot dog chain at the mall, didn’t matter at all.
“So I guess you’ll be going solo for a while,” he said.
“But I’ll see you in school right?” I asked, surely it wasn’t bad for him to spend time with me during school right?
“Of course!” he said smiling his arms tightening around my waist
“And the dance?” I asked
“I’m not sure,” he said leaning into my neck, hiding his angel face from my view.
I frowned, this wasn’t just any dance this was the dance in which our school’s homecoming queen and king would be announced. He couldn’t miss it.
“Look I’m sorry Tracy it’s over my head, ok?” he asked
I nodded swallowing my ‘no it’s not ok!’ and the rest of my female teenage hormones beating him to a pulp. I figured beating him up wasn’t going to help either of us in this situation, I would just need to stay calm. Biting back another snide comment and pasting on a smile.
“Let’s go, it’s getting cold,” he said slipping my hand into his larger one. I held on tight never wanting to let him go.
We walked to his car in silence just as we sat in silence as his Mercedes speeded down the road.
I heard his lips open and close as he tried to start a conversation but then gave up either because he knew I wouldn’t respond or because he didn’t have anything to say to me. Giving up he turned on the radio filling it with Beatle’s music.
“See you later.” He said stopping outside my house
“No goodnight kiss?” I asked although I was aware the night was a distant past and that it was becoming morning.
“Not tonight.” He said glaring out his windshield both hands at two and ten on his steering wheel. His eyes didn’t meet mine.
As soon as I got out he drove away nearly leaving the passenger door open, but it hit the rock wall and slammed shut.
I watched him drive away with a dent on his door, I’m sure his father would blame that on me too.
I flinched as I noticed the rock wall dent his car, surely I would be blamed for that too. I groaned as I headed inside my mind still awake as I slowly and tiredly walked up the long staircase to the second floor then fell unto my bed not even removing my clothes as I fell asleep.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
I'll Be Your Friend
I’ve been walking all alone
For how long I don’t know
But then I saw you and I smiled
And I’ve cried all those tears
Sad for all those years
Until I saw you
Now there more than just rain
Above my head
I cannot feel the pain
And I feel alive again
So please- don’t leave me
You don’t know how much your presence has given me
Please don’t take off now
Cause you’re my friend for now and forever more
Before you met me I was a broken doll
That sat all alone
But then you pulled me close
And breathed life into me
I don’t feel so alone
Like I did before
So don’t leave
Oh
So please- don’t leave me
You don’t know how much your presence has given me
Please don’t take off now
Cause you’re my friend for now and forever more
I can trust that you’ll be there
When I’m scared
And vice versa
I can trust that you’ll be my friend
Until the very end
Just you and me together
Forever
So please- don’t leave me
You don’t know how much your presence has given me
Please don’t take off now
Cause you’re my friend for now and forever more
Yes you’re my friend for now and evermore
I’ll be your friend
I’ll promise that
I’ll be your friend for now and evermore
Oh. Oh
For how long I don’t know
But then I saw you and I smiled
And I’ve cried all those tears
Sad for all those years
Until I saw you
Now there more than just rain
Above my head
I cannot feel the pain
And I feel alive again
So please- don’t leave me
You don’t know how much your presence has given me
Please don’t take off now
Cause you’re my friend for now and forever more
Before you met me I was a broken doll
That sat all alone
But then you pulled me close
And breathed life into me
I don’t feel so alone
Like I did before
So don’t leave
Oh
So please- don’t leave me
You don’t know how much your presence has given me
Please don’t take off now
Cause you’re my friend for now and forever more
I can trust that you’ll be there
When I’m scared
And vice versa
I can trust that you’ll be my friend
Until the very end
Just you and me together
Forever
So please- don’t leave me
You don’t know how much your presence has given me
Please don’t take off now
Cause you’re my friend for now and forever more
Yes you’re my friend for now and evermore
I’ll be your friend
I’ll promise that
I’ll be your friend for now and evermore
Oh. Oh
You're Just A Jerk (Song-Original)
I should have known from the start
You would break her fragile little heart
I heard about you before
Now I understand why she’s torn
She loved you with all her heart
Never thought she’d get this far
But now she’s here lying on the floor
How could you?
Why did you?
Break her heart
Shatter her dreams
How could you end up being so mean?
Tearing her down
And filling her up
She loved you so much
But you’re just a jerk
Oh, oh
Now she’s sitting there
Crying softly
While the TV glows brightly
She loved you
She mutters
She’s wrapped under the covers
And she lays her head on the pillow
Oh, oh
And she smiles for a second
But then it huts her
She loved you with all her heart
Never thought she’d get this far
But now she’s here lying on the floor
How could you?
Why did you?
Break her heart
Shatter her dreams
How could you end up being so mean?
Tearing her down
And filling her up
She loved you so much
But you’re just a jerk
Oh, oh
If I could help her
If I could tear you down
Like you did to her
She’d never know
How far I’d go
To get you back for her
Cause you’re just a jerk-
Oh yes you are
You don’t deserve her
And you’re gonna miss her
Cause your such a jerk
Oh, oh
You’re such a jerk-
You would break her fragile little heart
I heard about you before
Now I understand why she’s torn
She loved you with all her heart
Never thought she’d get this far
But now she’s here lying on the floor
How could you?
Why did you?
Break her heart
Shatter her dreams
How could you end up being so mean?
Tearing her down
And filling her up
She loved you so much
But you’re just a jerk
Oh, oh
Now she’s sitting there
Crying softly
While the TV glows brightly
She loved you
She mutters
She’s wrapped under the covers
And she lays her head on the pillow
Oh, oh
And she smiles for a second
But then it huts her
She loved you with all her heart
Never thought she’d get this far
But now she’s here lying on the floor
How could you?
Why did you?
Break her heart
Shatter her dreams
How could you end up being so mean?
Tearing her down
And filling her up
She loved you so much
But you’re just a jerk
Oh, oh
If I could help her
If I could tear you down
Like you did to her
She’d never know
How far I’d go
To get you back for her
Cause you’re just a jerk-
Oh yes you are
You don’t deserve her
And you’re gonna miss her
Cause your such a jerk
Oh, oh
You’re such a jerk-
Prologue to All I Ever Wanted
Prologue
I always thought my life was perfect that somehow at such a young age I had it all. You know everything people set out to find in their life? Well I had it; money, looks, popularity, and a love life that could top any of those in a fairy tale.
But still there were cracks; I didn’t know my parents just like they didn’t know me, and well that love life? Was now something that should be on the front of a weekly tabloid. But, to top it all off was my suckish grades, F’s in everything apart from pottery, but as Mr. Stewart pointed out that didn’t count.
That was the icing on the cake, it looked so good that you wanted to eat it all up, but when you took a bite it tasted off as if someone used salt instead of sugar. And then my world changed forever…
I always thought my life was perfect that somehow at such a young age I had it all. You know everything people set out to find in their life? Well I had it; money, looks, popularity, and a love life that could top any of those in a fairy tale.
But still there were cracks; I didn’t know my parents just like they didn’t know me, and well that love life? Was now something that should be on the front of a weekly tabloid. But, to top it all off was my suckish grades, F’s in everything apart from pottery, but as Mr. Stewart pointed out that didn’t count.
That was the icing on the cake, it looked so good that you wanted to eat it all up, but when you took a bite it tasted off as if someone used salt instead of sugar. And then my world changed forever…
Saturday, April 24, 2010
All I Ever Wanted: Summary
All I Ever Wanted: Tracy’s got anything a 17 year old could ever want; popularity, cute boyfriend, parents that don’t crowd too much, and money, lots of it.
Until… she hits her head and switches bodies with Rose. Now she has nowhere else to turn and her perfect world doesn’t seem too perfect after all the cracks are showing. Will she be able to fix this mess or lose it all?
Until… she hits her head and switches bodies with Rose. Now she has nowhere else to turn and her perfect world doesn’t seem too perfect after all the cracks are showing. Will she be able to fix this mess or lose it all?
Friday, April 23, 2010
A Quick Hello
I'm brand new to blogging, but not a stranger to writing.
Here I will post my stories, one's I have hid away.
So enjoy,
Rachel
Here I will post my stories, one's I have hid away.
So enjoy,
Rachel
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